DEAR ABBY: A little while in the past, I skilled a horrible loss. I got here house from paintings one night and located “Martin,” my boyfriend of virtually 17 years, lifeless on the backside of the steps. I later discovered he have been ingesting. I by no means noticed Martin ingesting ahead of. He did it very hardly ever. He didn’t cross to bars, and he would by no means drink and force. He did have a detailed buddy who would consult with him infrequently, and they might drink beer in combination. Abby, I believe deceived and betrayed on best of the horrible grief I will be able to’t appear to conquer. Martin knew how I felt